"And is this," mused I, "all ye earned, | He thinks how happy is my arm "And who were they," I mused, "that Through pathless wilds, with labor long, Out clanged the Ave Mary bells, To make it possible that thou load; And wishes me some dreadful harm, In golden quiets of the moon. As the bright smile he sees me win, I envy him the ungyved prance With which his freezing feet he warms, And drag my lady's-chains and dance The galley-slave of dreary forms. Shouldst here with brother sinners bow. O, could he have my share of din, Thoughts that great hearts once broke for, we Breathe cheaply in the common air; And I his.quiet!-past a doubt Nay, when, once paid my mortal fee, GODMINSTER CHIMES. Henceforth, when rings the health to WRITTEN IN AID OF A CHIME OF BELLS those Who live in story and in song, O nameless dead, that now repose WITHOUT AND WITHIN. My coachman, in the moonlight there, I hear him with his brethren swear, Flattening his nose against the pane, He sees me in to supper go, A silken wonder by my side, FOR CHRIST CHURCH, CAMBRIDGE. I know not, but the word Whether 't was dreamed or heard; And builds of half-remembered things Through aisles of long-drawn centuries That throbs with praise and prayer. And all the way from Calvary down crown And safe in God repose; Who now in heaven have learned That all paths to the Father lead And, as the mystic aisles I pace, By aureoled workmen built, Lives ending at the Cross I trace Alike through grace and guilt; One Mary bathes the blessed feet With ointment from her eyes, With spikenard one, and both are sweet, For both are sacrifice. Moravian hymn and Roman chant Of Him, the inmost friend; One prayer soars cleansed with martyr fire, One choked with sinner's tears, In heaven both meet in one desire, And God one music hears. Whilst thus I dream, the bells clash out Upon the Sabbath air, Each seems a hostile faith to shout, A selfish form of prayer; My dream is shattered, yet who knows But in that heaven so near These discords find harmonious close In God's atoning ear? O chime of sweet Saint Charity, THE PARTING OF THE WAYS. WHO hath not been a poet? Who hath not, With life's new quiver full of winged years, Shot at a venture, and then, following on, Stood doubtful at the Parting of the Ways? There once I stood in dream, and as I paused, Looking this way and that, came forth to me The figure of a woman veiled, that said, "My name is Duty, turn and follow me"; Something there was that chilled me in her voice; I felt Youth's hand grow slack and cold in mine, As if to be withdrawn, and I exclaimed: "O, leave the hot wild heart within my breast! Duty comes soon enough, too soon comes Death; This slippery globe of life whirls of itself, Hasting our youth away into the dark; These senses, quivering with electric heats, Too soon will show, like nests on wintry boughs Obtrusive emptiness, too palpable wreck, Which whistling north-winds line with downy snow Sometimes, or fringe with foliaged rime, in vain, Thither the singing birds no more re turn." I only felt the hand within my own, Transmuting all my blood to golden fire, Dissolving all my brain in throbbing mist. Suddenly shrank the hand; suddenly burst A cry that split the torpor of my brain, And as the first sharp thrust of lightning loosens From the heaped cloud its rain, loosened my sense: "Save me!" it thrilled; "O, hide me! there is Death! Death the divider, the unmerciful, And covers Beauty up in the cold ground; Horrible Death! bringer of endless dark; Let him not see me! hide me in thy breast!" Thereat I strove to clasp her, but my arms Met only what slipped crumbling down, and fell, A handful of gray ashes, at my feet. I would have fled, I would have followed back That pleasant path we came, but all was changed; Rocky the way, abrupt, and hard to find; Yet I toiled on, and, toiling on, 1 thought, "That way lies Youth, and Wisdom, and all Good; For only by unlearning Wisdom comes And climbing backward to diviner Youth; What the world teaches profits to the world, What the soul teaches profits to the soul, Which then first stands erect with Godward face, When she lets fall her pack of withered facts, The gleanings of the outward eye and Stood forth and beckoned, and I followed now: Down to no bower of roses led the path, But through the streets of towns where chattering Cold Hewed wood for fires whose glow was owned and fenced, Where Nakedness wove garments of warm wool Not for itself; — or through the fields it led Where Hunger reaped the unattainable grain, Where Idleness enforced saw idle lands, Leagues of unpeopled soil, the common earth, Walled round with paper against God and Man. "I cannot look," I groaned, "at only these ; The heart grows hardened with perpetual wont, And palters with a feigned necessity, The Form replied: "Men follow Duty, never overtake; Duty nor lifts her veil nor looks behind." But, as she spake, a loosened lock of hair Slipped from beneath her hood, and I, who looked To see it gray and thin, saw amplest gold; Not that dull metal dug from sordid earth, But such as the retiring sunset flood Leaves heaped on bays and capes of island cloud. "O Guide divine," I prayed, "although not yet I may repair the virtue which I feel Gone out at touch of untuned things and foul With draughts of Beauty, yet declare how soon!" "Faithless and faint of heart," the voice returned, "Thou see'st no beauty save thou make it first; Man, Woman, Nature, each is but a glass Where the soul sees the image of her self, Visible echoes, offsprings of herself. But, since thou need'st assurance of how | Since last, dear friend, I clasped your soon, Wait till that angel comes who opens all, The reconciler, he who lifts the veil, The reuniter, the rest-bringer, Death." I waited, and methought he came; but how, Or in what shape, I doubted, for no sign, By touch or mark, he gave me as he passed: Only I knew a lily that I held Snapt short below the head and shrivelled up; Then turned my Guide and looked at me unveiled, And I beheld no face of matron stern, But that enchantment I had followed erst, Only more fair, more clear to eye and brain, Heightened and chastened by a household charm; She smiled, and "Which is fairer," said hand, And stood upon the impoverished land, Watching the steamer down the bay. I held the token which you gave, While slowly the smoke-pennon curled O'er the vague rim 'tween sky and wave, And shut the distance like a grave, Leaving me in the colder world. The old worn world of hurry and heat, The young, fresh world of thought and scope, While you, where beckoning billows fleet Climb far sky-beaches still and sweet, Sank wavering down the ocean-slope. You sought the new world in the old, I found the old world in the new, All that our human hearts can hold, He needs no ship to cross the tide, Whatever moulds of various brain Come back our ancient walks to tread, The nights to proctor-haunted ends. Constant are all our former loves, Unchanged the icehouse-girdled pond, Its hemlock glooms, its shadowy coves, Where floats the coot and never moves, Its slopes of long-tamed green beyond. Our old familiars are not laid, Though snapt our wands and sunk our books; They beckon, not to be gainsaid, Where, round broad meads that mowers wade, The Charles his steel-blue sickle crooks. |