And understood not that a grateful mind By owing owes not, but still pays, at once Indebted and discharged; what burthen then? O had his powerful destiny ordained
Me some inferior angel, I had stood
Then happy; no unbounded hope had raised Ambition. Yet why not? some other power
As great might have aspired, and me, though mean, Drawn to his part; but other powers as great Fell not, but stand unshaken, from within
Or from without, to all temptations armed.
Hadst thou the same free will and power to stand? Thou hadst whom hast thou then or what to accuse, But Heaven's free love dealt equally to all? Be then his love accursed, since, love or hate, To me alike it deals eternal woe.
Nay, cursed be thou; since against his thy will Chose freely what it now so justly rues. Me miserable! which way shall I fly Infinite wrath and infinite despair? Which way I fly is Hell; myself am Hell; And in the lowest deep, a lower deep, Still threatening to devour me, opens wide, To which the Hell I suffer seems a Heaven. O, then, at last relent: is there no place Left for repentance, none for pardon left? None left but by submission; and that word Disdain forbids me, and my dread of shame Among the spirits beneath, whom I seduced With other promises and other vaunts Than to submit, boasting I could subdue The Omnipotent. Ay me! they little know How dearly I abide that boast so vain.
Under what torments inwardly I groan,
While they adore me on the throne of Hell. With diadem and sceptre high advanced, The lower still I fall, only supreme
In misery: such joy ambition finds.
But say By act of grace, my former state; how soon
I could repent, and could obtain,
Would height recall high thoughts, how soon unsay What feigned submission swore? Ease would recant
Vows made in pain, as violent and void.
All hope excluded thus, behold, instead Of us outcast, exiled, his new delight Mankind created, and for him this world. So farewell hope, and with hope farewell fear, Farewell remorse: all good to me is lost; Evil, be thou my good; by thee at least Divided empire with Heaven's King I hold,
By thee, and more than half perhaps will reign; As man ere long, and this new world, shall know.
My author and disposer, what thou bid'st, Únargued I obey: so God ordains ;
God is thy law, thou mine: to know no more Is woman's happiest knowledge, and her praise. With thee conversing I forget all time;
All seasons, and their change, all please alike. Sweet is the breath of Morn, her rising sweet, With charm of earliest birds; pleasant the Sun,
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