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nerves to pieces till he has worked me into a foolish passion, and then he'll go slow, that I may enjoy the sweets of it.

The postillion managed the point to a miracle: by the time he had got to the foot of a steep hill, about half a league from Nampont he had put me out of temper with him and then with myself, for being so.

My case then required a different treatment; and a good rattling gallop would have been of real service to me.

-Then, prithee get on--get on, my good lad, said I.

The postillion pointed to the hill-I then tried to return back to the story of the poor German and his ass but I had broke the clue-and could no more get into it again than the postillion could into

a trot.

-The deuce go, said I, with it all! Here am I sitting as candidly disposed to make the best of the worst, as ever wight was, and all runs counter.

There is one sweet lenitive, at least, for evils, which nature holds out to us; so I took it kindly at her hands, and fell asleep; and the first word which roused me was, Amiens.

-Bless me! said I, rubbing my eyes-this is the very town where my poor lady is to come.

AMIENS.

THE words were scarce out of my mouth, when the Count de L***'s post-chaise, with his sister in it, drove hastily by: she had just time to make me a bow of recognition-and of that particular kind of it which told me she had not yet done with me. She was as good as her look; for, before I had quite finished my supper, her brother's servant came into the room with a billet, in which she said, she had taken the liberty to charge me with a letter, which I was to present myself to Madam R*** the first morning I had nothing to do at Paris. There was only added, she was sorry, but from what penchant she had not considered, that she had been prevented telling me her story that she still owed it me; and if my rout should ever lay through Brussels, and I had not by then forgot the name of Madam de L**-that Madam de L would be glad to discharge her obligation.

Then I will meet thee, said I, fair spirit! at Brussels-tis only returning from Italy through Germany to Holland, by the rout of Flanders, home'twill scarce be ten posts out of my way; but were it ten thousand! with what a moral delight will it crown my journey, in sharing in the sickening incidents of a tale of misery told to me by such a sufferer!-To see her weep! and though I cannot dry up the fountain of her tears, what an exquisite sensation is

there still left in wiping them away from off the cheeks of the first and fairest of women, as I'm sitting with my handkerchief in my hand in silence the whole night beside her.

There was nothing wrong in the sentiment; and yet I instantly reproached my heart with it in the bitterest and most reprobate of expressions.

It had ever, as I told the reader, been one of the singular blessings of my life, to be almost every hour of it miserably in love with some one; and my last flame happening to be blown out by a whiff of jealousy on the sudden turn of a corner, I had lighted it up afresh at the pure taper of Eliza but about three months before-swearing as I did it, that it should last me through the whole journeyWhy should I dissemble the matter? I had sworn to her eternal fidelity-she had a right to my whole heart-to divide my affections was to lessen themto expose them, was to risk them: where there is risk, there may be loss-and what wilt thou have, Yorick! to answer to a heart so full of trust and confidence-so good, so gentle and unreproaching?

-I will not go to Brussels, replied I, interrupting myself-but my imagination went on-I recalled her looks at that crisis of our separation, when neither of us had power to say Adieu! I looked at the picture she had tied in a black ribband about my neck-and blushed as I looked at it-I would have given the world to have kissed it-but was ashamed-And shall this tender flower, said I, pressing it between my hands-shall it be smitten to its very root-and smitten, Yorick! by thee, who hast promised to shelter it in thy breast?

Eternal fountain of happiness! said I, kneeling down upon the ground-be thou my witness-and every pure spirit which tastes it, be my witness also, that I would not travel to Brussels, unless Eliza went along with me, did the road lead me towards heaven. In transports of this kind the heart, in spite of the understanding, will always say too much.

THE LETTER.

AMIENS.

FORTUNE had not smiled upon La Fleur; for he had been unsuccessful in his feats of chivalry-and not one thing had offered to signalize his zeal for my service from the time he had entered into it, which was almost four-and-twenty hours. The poor soul burned with impatience; and the Count de L* * *'s servant coming with the letter, being the first practicable occasion which offered, La Fleur had laid hold of it; and in order to do honour to his master, had taken him into a back parlour in the Auberge, and treated him with a cup or two of the best wine in Picardy; and the Count de L* * *'s servant in return, and not to be behind hand in politeness with La Fleur, had taken him back with him to the Count's hotel. 'La Fleur's prevenancy (for there was a passport in his very looks) soon set every servant in the kitchen at ease with him; and as a Frenchman, whatever be his talents, has no sort of prudery in showing them, La Fleur, in less than five minutes, had pulled out his fife, and leading off the dance himself with the first note, set the fille de chambre, and maitre d'hotel, the cook, the scullion, and all the household dogs and cats, besides an old monkey, a-dancing: I suppose there never was a merrier kitchen since the flood.

Madam de L ***, in passing from her brother's apartments to her own, hearing so much jollity below stairs, rung up her fille de chambre to ask about it; and hearing it was the English gentleman's servant who had set the whole house merry with his pipe, she ordered him up.

As the poor fellow could not present himself empty, he had loaded himself in going up stairs with a thousand compliments to Madam de L***, on the part of his master-added a long apocrypha of inquiries after Madam de L ***'s health-told her, that Monsieur his master was au desespoire for her re-establishment from the fatigues of her journey-and, to close all, that Monsieur had received the letter which Madam had done him the honour ---And he has done me the honour, said Madanı de L***, interrupting La Fleur, to send a billet in

return.

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