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ÆT. 66.]

RESIDENCE AT BOULOGNE.

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rigidly to circumstances. He laid down a plan of daily studyjoined one or two parties at the Consul's-and, by diversifying his time with reading, walking, and conversation, endeavored to remedy the many inconveniences of his new and strange residence. But there is no substitute for old friends. Philosopher as he was, and strove to be, the home-sickness was upon him; and though he generously spared his friends that conviction, the fact cannot be disputed.

He had now begun to look about him; and the following letter shows that his talent for observation was as keen as ever. The sketch he gives was—then, at least-a too faithful picture of Boulogne adventurers :

"5, RUE ST. JEAN, BOULOGNE SUR MER, Dec. 7.

"MY DEAR WILLIAMS,

"I THANK you for your letter very much, and ask your pardon for not having written to you sooner. But it has pleased Destiny to inflict me with incurable indolence. In answer to your kind question, how I go on in this place, I can say that I go on pretty well. At first, the climate was delightful-but for several weeks past it has been very severe and gloomy by turns.

"I find a great many English here-the most of whom are swindlers-though some of us are honest! In fact, this place is resorted to by the élite of English rogues. They come over and hunt in packs of half a dozen. One of superior stature and address is elected the leader of a pack. He lodges at the best hotel. He has a secretary for show, and a gentleman-like servant. His other agents lodge apart, and go about priceing goods of all portable kinds-but almost always alleging their poverty as an excuse for not buying. The French shopkeepera knave, like all of the vocation-says, 'Well! but don't mind immediate payment. I will trust you.' Ah, no, sir,' says the craftier English knave, 'I never incur debt.' Well, thinks the French rogue, this must be an honest man, and detains him in conversation. 'Do you happen,' he says, 'to know among your countrymen the Honorable D. K. W. who lives at the

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Grand Hotel?' 'Oh, yes, I know him as well as a humble man like myself can know a man of his great fortune and family.' 'Ah,' says the Gallic crafty, and is he rich?' 'Oh, immensely!' 'And what sort of man is he?' 'Why, a very good sort of man-but studious, absent, and a great simpleton !' ‘Ha, could you get him to me for a customer? and I will give you so many francs.' 'Well, I will try'-pocketing the francs.

"Next day the honorable and reverend D. K. W

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to the shop, and higgles marvellously with the shopman, who charges him, as an Englishman, only three prices. The goods are sent but next day the reverend and honorable Ď. K. W- is not to be heard of, having decamped-who knows where ?" * * *

In conclusion, he says: "This place is in so far agreeable, that you can live for about two-thirds of what living would cost you in England. The few English with whom I have formed intimacy are amiable and unexceptionable. The French are, of course, less my favorites than the Agreeables of my native land. You know that I have never been a disparager of the French ;' but, on the contrary, have been accused of being too much their favorer; so that you will accept my evidence when I tell you, that whereas we have a sour feeling towards the French, their feeling towards us is rank bitterness. Trusting that this will find you and yours in health and happiness,

"I remain, &c.,

"To D. E. Williams, Esq., &c. &c."

T. C."

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CHAPTER XVI.

BOULOGNE-THE CLOSING SCENE.

In the condition described, and in a climate by no means friendly to his constitution, Campbell was overtaken by a severe winter. The whole tenor of his daily life was changed. With few or none of the resources which the habits of forty years had rendered necessary to his comfort-no familiar friends-no literary club-he soon found the high town of Boulogne had nothing to recommend it as a learned retirement. But it was the place of his choice; and, having made that choice in the height of summer, without sufficiently calculating, perhaps, the changes of season, it was too late to rectify the mistake. In the society of his niece, and of one or two private residents, he sought compensation for the loss of a wider circle-that of which he had long been the ornament; and, watching the great world only through the loopholes of retreat, he resolved to profit by the change. Reduced to what he had so pathetically described— the condition of " a widowed sire"

"A lonely hermit in the vale of years,"

he had still, like the English Seneca, "somewhat of the best things, which he would thankfully enjoy, and want the rest with contentment." He had found by experience that “amidst the rolling and turbulence of present things, nothing doth so establish the mind as a look above them--a look beyond them." By the free use of his pen, he still hoped to maintain his position in the literary world. Determined not to vegetate in retirement, he had laid down a plan to which he meant to adhere, in the distribution of his time; and by the exercise of his mind, he had a fair prospect of making up for those physical privations, which men of the world are too apt to regard as the greatest trials of life. He looked also, as he has told us, to a better immortality than that of literary fame-to "the existence which shall commence when the stone is laid over my head,”* and,

* See page 373 of this volume.

with such hopes to prompt and direct his studies, he desired to exemplify in his own practice, what he had so eloquently recom◄ mended in his poems—

"When wisdom shall assuage,

The grief and passion of our greener age,

Tho' dull the close of life, and far away

Each flower that hailed the dawning of the day;
Yet, o'er her lovely hopes that once were dear,
The time-taught spirit, pensive, not severe,
With milder griefs her aged eye shall fill,

And weep their falsehood, though she loves them still."

He calculated "not upon a long, but a useful life”—he even expressed his apprehension that the "lease had almost expired;" but yet the mere fact of his having recently purchased an annuity, shows that he still flattered himself with the hope of lengthened days. He imagined, perhaps, that the tranquil life upon which he had now resolved would produce a salutary effect upon his health, and conduct him even to the patriarchal age of his father. Such hope, indeed, I had heard him express; and though it may have been often damped by his own bodily sensations, it was the hope that attended him to his very last day in England. At Boulogne, although he never lost his fortitude, nor expressed much solicitude on the subject of his health, this hope became much less sanguine, until it finally subsided into the conviction that his days were numbered.

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His first effort, on taking possession of his new domicile, was to arrange and classify his library; but the labor was more than he could accomplish; and the books were never restored to their shelves. On every volume, however, in compliment to his niece, he wrote his name thereby enhancing its value—and giving it a melancholy interest in the eyes of posterity. His correspondence was soon limited to two or three old friends. His notes from Boulogne, though unusually short, and seldom written, perhaps, but in answer to some pressing inquiry about his health, were nevertheless cheerful and even facetious-complaining of nothing but the cold winter-the "breezy heights" and "slippery streets" of the town; but his thoughts lay much deeper-turning upon the solemn question, in his own wordsSay, what days shall I inherit?

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Tell, my soul, their sum!”

As the year drew to a close, his habits became more and more retired and necessarily so, for his health was rapidly declining;

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and although he mustered strength, in one or two instances, to join a friendly dinner party at the British consulate, Mr. Hamilton remarked symptoms of increased languor and debility, which were much aggravated by his habitual disregard of regimen. His furthest walk did not extend beyond the readingroom, in the lower town; and his daily promenades were often confined to a short turn on the Boulevards, attended by his niece, when the weather was inviting. But these were gradually shortened, until, at last, with his books around him, and the comfort of a cheerful hearth, he resigned himself to an arm-chair in the library, and shut himself up for the winter.

He

The early part of the day was devoted to the work already named-lectures or lessons on classical geography;* and to render it worthy of his own name, he entered upon an extensive course of reading. To have carried out his plan to the extent proposed, would have engaged him for at least two years; but it was a pleasing labor, and well calculated, he thought, to supply a desideratum in our school libraries. The new year, however, brought additional causes for alarm. complained of debility, and felt increased disinclination to mental or bodily exertion. His usual studies were laid aside; and what was formerly resorted to as a pleasant relaxation, was now regarded as an insufferable task. His interest in political events, however, was little abated. The daily papers threw open to him the great political movements, in which he often evinced the anxiety of a patriot, with a foreshadowing of events that was almost prophetic. He still dreaded and foretold the progress of Russia, and her designs upon the general policy of the Continent-

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Norwegian woods shall build

His fleets; the Swede his vassal, and the Dane;
The glebe of fifty kingdoms shall be till'd,

To feed his dazzling, desolating train."

At length, as the symptoms of his malady increased, he dropped all personal intercourse with his friends-several of whom were his countrymen-residents in Boulogne; and it was, latterly, only by messages that any communication was kept open. His reluctance to see company amounted to prohibition; and several, whose conversation might have diverted his attention or soothed his mind, were discouraged by the daily answer, that "he was not well enough to see any one."

* This work was to have been entitled "Lectures to my Niece."

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