Thou look’d'st on me all yesternight, Thine eyes were blue, thy hair was bright As when we murmured our trothplight Beneath the thick stars, Rosaline ! Thy hair was braided on thy head, As on the day we two were wed, Mine eyes scarce knew if thou wert dead, - But
my shrunk heart knew, Rosaline !
The deathwatch ticked behind the wall, The blackness rustled like a pall, The moaning wind did rise and fall Among the bleak pines, Rosaline !
My heart beat thickly in mine ears : The lids may shut out fleshly fears, But still the spirit sees and hears, – Its eyes are lidless, Rosaline !
A wildness rushing suddenly, A knowing some ill shape is nigh, A wish for death, a fear to die, Is not this vengeance, Rosaline ? A loneliness that is not lone, A love quite withered up
and
gone, A strong soul trampled from its throne, What wouldst thou further, Rosaline ?
'Tis drear such moonless nights as these, Strange sounds are out upon the breeze, And the leaves shiver in the trees, And then thou comest, Rosaline ! I seem to hear the mourners go, With long black garments trailing slow, And plumes anodding to and fro, As once I heard them, Rosaline !
Thy shroud is all of snowy white, And, in the middle of the night, Thou standest moveless and upright, Gazing upon me, Rosaline ! There is no sorrow in thine eyes, But evermore that meek surprise, – O, God! thy gentle spirit tries To deem me guiltless, Rosaline !
Above thy grave the robin sings, And swarms of bright and happy things. Flit all about with sunlit wings, But I am cheerless, Rosaline ! The violets on the hillock toss, The gravestone is o’ergrown with moss ; For nature feels not any loss, But I am cheerless, Rosaline !
Ah! why wast thou so lowly bred ? Why was my pride galled on to wed Her who brought lands and gold, instead Of thy heart's treasure, Rosaline ?
Why did I fear to let thee stay To look on me and pass away Forgivingly, as in its May A broken flower, Rosaline?
I thought not, when my dagger strook, Of thy blue eyes ;
I could not brook The past all pleading in one look Of utter sorrow, Rosaline ! I did not know when thou wast dead ; A blackbird whistling overhead Thrilled through my brain ; I would have fled, But dared not leave thee, Rosaline !
A low, low moan, a light twig stirred By the upspringing of a bird, A drip of blood, were all I heard, - Then deathly stillness, Rosaline! The sun rolled down, and very soon, Like a great fire, the awful moon Rose, stained with blood, and then a swoon Crept chilly o’er me, Rosaline !
The stars came out; and, one by one, Each angel from his silver throne Looked down and saw what I had done :
I dared not hide me, Rosaline ! I crouched; I feared thy corpse would cry Against me to God's quiet sky, I thought I saw the blue lips try To utter something, Rosaline !
I waited with a maddened grin To hear that voice all icy thin Slide forth and tell my deadly sin To hell and heaven, Rosaline ! But no voice came, and then it seemed, That, if the very corpse had screamed, The sound like sunshine glad had streamed Through that dark stillness, Rosaline !
Dreams of old quiet glimmered by, And faces loved in infancy Came and looked on me mournfully, Till my heart melted, Rosaline !
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