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L'ENVOI.

TO THE MUSE.

WHITHER? Albeit I follow fast,
In all life's circuit I but find,

Not where thou art, but where thou wast,

Sweet beckoner, more fleet than wind!

I haunt the pine-dark solitudes,

With soft brown silence carpeted, And plot to snare thee in the woods:

Peace I o'ertake, but thou art fled ! I find the rock where thou didst rest, The moss thy skimming foot hath prest;

All Nature with thy parting thrills, Like branches after birds new-flown; Thy passage hill and hollow fills With hints of virtue not their own; In dimples still the water slips Where thou hast dipt thy finger-tips; Just, just beyond, forever burn Gleams of a grace without return; Upon thy shade I plant my foot, And through my frame strange raptures shoot;

All of thee but thyself I grasp;

I seem to fold thy luring shape,
And vague air to my bosom clasp,
Thou lithe, perpetual Escape!

One mask and then another drops,
And thou art secret as before:

Sometimes with flooded ear I list,
And hear thee, wondrous organist,
From mighty continental stops
A thunder of new music pour;
Through pipes of earth and air and

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From Maine to utmost Oregon;
The factory-wheels in cadence hum,
From brawling parties concords come;
All this I hear, or seem to hear,
But when, enchanted, I draw near
To mate with words the various theme,
Life seems a whiff of kitchen steam,
History an organ-grinder's thrum,

For thou hast slipt from it and me
And all thine organ-pipes left dumb,
Most mutable Perversity!

Not weary yet, I still must seek,
And hope for luck next day, next week;
I go to see the great man ride,
Shiplike, the swelling human tide
That floods to bear him into port,
Trophied from Senate-hall and Court;
Thy magnetism, I feel it there,
Thy rhythmic presence fleet and rare,
Making the Mob a moment fine
With glimpses of their own Divine,
As in their demigod they see

Their cramped ideal soaring free; 'T was thou didst bear the fire about,

That, like the springing of a mine Sent up to heaven the street-long shout;

Full well I know that thou wast here, It was thy breath that brushed my ear; But vainly in the stress and whirl

I dive for thee, the moment's pearl.

Through every shape thou well canst

run,

Proteus, 'twixt rise and set of sun, Well pleased with logger-camps in Maine

As where Milan's pale Duomo lies A stranded glacier on the plain, Its peaks and pinnacles of ice Melted in many a quaint device, And sees, above the city's din,

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Afar its silent Alpine kin:

I track thee over carpets deep
To wealth's and beauty's inmost keep;
Across the sand of bar-room floors
'Mid the stale reek of boosing boors;
Where drowse the hay-field's fragrant
heats,

Or the flail-heart of Autumn beats;
I dog thee through the market's throngs
To where the sea with myriad tongues
Laps the green edges of the pier,
And the tall ships that eastward steer,
Curtsey their farewells to the town,
O'er the curved distance lessening
down;

I follow allwhere for thy sake.
Touch thy robe's hem, but ne'er o'er-
take,

Find where, scarce yet unmoving, lies, Warm from thy limbs, thy last disguise; But thou another shape hast donned, And lurest still just, just beyond!

But here a voice, I know not whence, Thrills clearly through my inward sense, Saying: "See where she sits at home While thou in search of her dost roam ! All summer long her ancient wheel

Whirls humming by the open door, Or, when the hickory's social zeal

Sets the wide chimney in a roar, Close-nestled by the tinkling hearth, It modulates the household mirth With that sweet serious undertone Of duty, music all her own; Still as of old she sits and spins Our hopes, our sorrows, and our sins; With equal care she twines the fates Of cottages and mighty states; She spins the earth, the air, the sea, The maiden's unschooled fancy free, The boy's first love, the man's first grief, The budding and the fall o' the leaf;

The piping west-wind's snowy care
For her their cloudy fleeces spare,
Or from the thorns of evil times
She can glean wool to twist her rhymes;
Morning and noon and eve supply
To her their fairest tints for dye,
But ever through her twirling thread
There spires one line of warmest red,
Tinged from the homestead's genial
heart,

The stamp and warrant of her art;
With this Time's sickle she outwears,
And blunts the Sisters' baffled shears.

"Harass her not: thy heat and stir
But greater coyness breed in her;
Yet thou mayst find, ere Age's frost,
Thy long apprenticeship not lost,
Learning at last that Stygian Fate
Unbends to him that knows to wait.
The Muse is womanish, nor deigns
Her love to him that pules and plains;
With proud, averted face she stands
To him that wooes with empty hands.
Make thyself free of Manhood's guild;
Pull down thy barns and greater build;
The wood, the mountain, and the plain
Wave breast-deep with the poet's grain;
Pluck thou the sunset's fruit of gold,
Glean from the heavens and ocean old;
From fireside lone and trampling street
Let thy life garner daily wheat;
The epic of a man rehearse,

Be something better than thy verse;
Make thyself rich, and then the Muse
Shall court thy precious interviews,
Shall take thy head upon her knee,
And such enchantment lilt to thee,
That thou shalt hear the life-blood flow
From farthest stars to grass-blades
low,

And find the Listener's science still Transcends the Singer's deepest skill!"

THE CATHEDRAL.

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These virginal cognitions, gifts of morn, Ere life grow noisy, and slower-footed thought

Can overtake the rapture of the sense, To thrust between ourselves and what we feel,

Have something in them secretly divine. Vainly the eye, once schooled to serve the brain,

With pains deliberate studies to renew The ideal vision: second-thoughts are prose;

For beauty's acme hath a term as brief As the wave's poise before it break in pearl.

Our own breath dims the mirror of the sense,

Looking too long and closely at a flash We snatch the essential grace of meaning out,

And that first passion beggars all behind,

Heirs of a tamer transport prepossessed. Who, seeing once, has truly seen again The gray vague of unsympathizing sea That dragged his Fancy from her moorings back

To shores inhospitable of eldest time, Till blank foreboding of earth-gendered

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So Memory cheats us, glimpsing half- | While I grew pensive with the pensive

revealed.

Even as I write she tries her wonted

spell

In that continuous redbreast boding
rain:

The bird I hear sings not from yonder
elm ;

But the flown ecstasy my childhood
heard

Is vocal in my mind, renewed by him,
Haply made sweeter by the accumulate
thrill

That threads my undivided life and

steals

A pathos from the years and graves be

tween.

I know not how it is with other men,
Whom I but guess, deciphering my-
self;

For me, once felt is so felt nevermore.
The fleeting relish at sensation's brim
Had in it the best ferment of the wine.
One spring I knew as never any since :
All night the surges of the warm south-

west

Boomed intermittent through the shuddering elms,

And brought a morning from the Gulf adrift,

Omnipotent with sunshine, whose quick
charm

Startled with crocuses the sullen turf
And wiled the bluebird to his whiff of

song:

One summer hour abides, what time I perched,

Dappled with noonday, under simmering leaves,

And pulled the pulpy oxhearts, while aloof

An oriole clattered and the robins

shrilled,

Denouncing me an alien and a thief: One morn of autumn lords it o'er the rest,

When in the lane I watched the ashleaves fall,

Balancing softly earthward without
wind,

Or twirling with directer impulse down
On those fallen yesterday, now barbed

with frost,

year:

And once I learned how marvellous winter was,

When past the fence-rails, downy-gray with rime,

I creaked adventurous o'er the span gled crust

That made familiar fields seem far and strange

As those stark wastes that whiten end-
lessly

In ghastly solitude about the pole,
And gleam relentless to the unsetting

sun:

Instant the candid chambers of my brain
Were painted with these sovran images;
And later visions seem but copies pale
From those unfading frescos of the past,
Which I, young savage, in my age of
flint,

Gazed at, and dimly felt a power in me
Parted from Nature by the joy in her
That doubtfully revealed me to myself.
Thenceforward I must stand outside the

gate;

And paradise was paradise the more,
Known once and barred against satiety.

What we call Nature, all outside our-
selves,

Is but our own conceit of what we see,
Our own reaction upon what we feel;
The world's a woman to our shifting
mood,

Feeling with us, or making due pre

tence;

And therefore we the more persuade
ourselves

To make all things our thought's con-
federates,

Conniving with us in whate'er we dream.
So when our Fancy seeks analogies,
Though she have hidden what she after
finds,

She loves to cheat herself with feigned
surprise.

I find my own complexion everywhere:
No rose, I doubt, was ever, like the first,
A marvel to the bush it dawned upon,
The rapture of its life made visible,
The mystery of its yearning realized,
As the first babe to the first woman
born;

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